January 26th, 2026

Felt pretty rough this morning. Probably should have called out of work but I just musceled on through. Wasn't a bad day of work anyway, but tougher than it needed to be. I honestly felt better later on into the day, though I think I'm crashing a little now, which I guess makes sense since I'm tired.

I've now dropped Blue Archive. Game just feels really repetitive in a way that's frustrating, and it's made even worse by how much of your time the game demands of you. Just hate having to keep up with it. Plus there's just stuff in general surrounding the game too, the game's politics just give me bad vibes and the target demographic is of course a thing. And the game feels very much like it assumes the MC is a male, which doesn't help. But honestly the main thing is just not having fun with the game, though I feel like all of that would have worn me down eventually (it certainly helped with quitting the game). I just feel like if I wanna play a game it should be, like, a real video game. Or Arknights. I'm still not gonna play Endfield, even though I know I would enjoy it, because I also know it would suck up a ton of my time and I just don't wanna deal with that. I want less gacha in my life.